MissStrawPaw

You told me that you would never leave me. You lied. You told me you would love me forever and never let me go. You lied. You told me we were gonna get married and live happily ever after like in a fairy tale. You lied. You told me that no one could ever replace me. You lied. You told me that she meant nothing to you. You lied. You told me you could never love her as much as you loved me. You lied. You told me that I was your one and only. You lied. You told me that one day we were gonna have a family of our own. You lied. You told me that you would forgive me and forget about everything I did wrong. You lied. You told me you would never keep

As I sit in my corner and think about your lies, I have nothing else to do but break down and cry. You knew it would end, You knew it would die, You knew one day we'd have to say goodbye. You told me you loved me, You told me you cared, But the rage inside has slowly flared. The moments we shared replay in my head, Along with all the sweet lies you said. You thought it was a game, You thought you'd win, But in the end, you felt nothing within. Deep down inside there was a big empty space That I now realize you couldn't replace. Something about you helped me see That without love I'm finally free. Free from pain, Free from lies, Free from havi

I'm tired of your apologies, I'm tired of your lies. You've left me feeling empty, Ready to say goodbye. I've given you my heart. I've given you my soul. I'm tired of feeling empty, Just once more to feel whole. Show me you love me, Whole-heartedly and undoubtedly Give me reason to believe That we were meant to be. Give me hope and understanding. These are just some of what I need. I'm drowning in a feeling That what we had may be gone, But I'm praying that feeling is wrong. I'm tired of your apologies. I'm tired of your lies. Please give it all you've got before I say goodbye.

Feeling alone, scared and deep despair Did you know how much I cared? You touched my heart and soul But beat me down and raped my joy Feeling lost, confused and can't cope Just because you couldn't stay away from the dope I tried to help you in life Now I'm living with flashbacks and strife You are sitting in a jail cell While I'm facing the world of hell Covering up my bruises making so many excuses Trying to face the world day by day Not wanting these traumatic emotions to stay I gave you everything I could give Now emotionally I can barely live You took everything from me Will I ever be free? I loved you, obviously, your love was

Someday you'll miss me just like I missed you. Someday you'll cry for me just like I cried for you. Someday you'll want me back just like I wanted you. Someday you'll understand why you broke my heart when I didn't. Someday you'll understand that I was the only girl that put up with all your mess. Someday you'll know how pain feels, how you hurt me. Someday your life will turn upside down like mine did when you broke my heart. Someday you'll have someone hurt you just like you hurt me. Someday you'll realize how lonely life can be. Someday you can sit down and think how much I meant to you When you meant the world to me. Someday you'll know h

Overcoming the heartache you caused me, Trying to rebuild my esteem, Convincing myself I am truly enough, Questioning why you were always so mean. It all started as a fairytale. You were everything I was looking for, But that gentleman set sail, And the real you walked through the door. It started with small things, You'd say things "you didn't mean." They became bigger and bigger, Turning into a nightmare, it seemed. "Who is that girl?" and "Why didn't you answer?" This became our normal discussions. You acted like it was no big deal, Like there wouldn't be any repercussions. Year after year you've changed me. I've changed into something

You were my boat, sleek by design. I was your jetty, one of a kind. We were deeply in love and made for each other, And I promised I'd never harbor another. We endured many storms, some big, and some small, And I stood firm for you through them all. And no matter how fierce those winter winds blew, I'd withstand the force and keep hold of you. Your delicate nudge when the weather was fine, Your smooth polished body, pressing up against mine. I was the happiest jetty in all of the sea, And I couldn't believe that you'd chosen me, But over the years I watched our rope fray, And I could see you were slowly slipping away. The knots that we'd fast

I was drowning in the sea. You took one look then suffocated me. Bubbles came in through my mouth as I screamed. They exited my nose when I tried to breathe. My mother always warned me about this. She always pointed out the people I shouldn't miss. You're the same feeling as a plastic bag over my face; The same feeling as running but staying in the same place. As I tried to swim up and out of the sea, You only made it easier for me to sink. Every cutting word is another stone tied to my feet. Every blood-curdling scream is your toxicity washing away downstream. Can't you see the scarcity of love in my life? Blood spilled from the kerf you

There are only shattered remains of this girl I knew. She use to be so carefree, so loving and giving. I see her always looking over her shoulders and always alone now. Alone. The one that was always with someone, always happy, always smiling and joking around, and she's alone. Her boyfriend left her, Her bestfriends stopped talking to her, She lost her job, and she lost her place to stay. But most of all, She lost the will to want to live. She can't feel anything, anything but numbness. Her heart, her chest, her arms, legs, face, tears, all numb. She wanted to know why everything was wonderful then flopped around so quickly... Less than a